I Wish This Would Just Hurry up and Go AWAY or Malaise Sets In

I think that it might be a symptom of the mono, and according to one internet site it is, but I've got some serious malaise going on. I'm never going to get better, it's too hard, my assignments are going to come out terrible, I'm not going to get any sleep tonight, the symptoms are going to get worse and I'll have to go to the hospital... I know that they are irrational but still.... I can't get them out of my head....
I think that I'm going to ditch the Tylenol 3 because it is making me feel more like shit then like roses. It's kind of like the insides are readying up some kind of explosion thingy... I figure that regular Tylenol should suffice should I need to take something for the pain. I mostly wish that the sore throat and/or sinus congestion would go away like right now and leave me with only one to deal with... The two together are a hideous bitch goddess. I managed to make it through class alright today but I think that I might have dosed off once or twice. I might have also made a bizarre noise, I'm not sure. I thought I heard a bizarre throaty noise and the guy sitting in front of me turned to face me.... I'm not sure though! I'm going to try to eat as much as I can today, as I've been mostly drinking things the past few days. I figure I can get some softer things down pretty ok.
I just don't want to have the inflammation get worse to the point where I have to go to the emergency ward... it's like admitting failure at being able to follow simple directions that relate to your own well being.... but it's not easy to swallow! I've managed to do some marginal chugging today but it was a painful experience... Lord I was born a rambling man.