It's Been a While or Do I Look Fat in This?

Ok, so I haven't been updating all that much in the past week. Maybe the incident on Tuesday burned out the section of my brain that gets motivated to write blog entries.... You'd think that so many days would give me something interesting to write about, but then you'd be wrong...
I worked everyday... Lee and I watched "Dr. Strangelove" on Wednesday... Both Friday and Saturday nights I sat at work hoping that someone would call with something interesting to do... No one did... I tried calling Rob both nights but he had to work/was busy... Dave ended up letting me know about a social for someone from High School. I thought about going for about 3 seconds... Maybe if this person had been someone who I had had some sort of association with beyond simple name recognition... but alas, they were not... also, it was 11pm by the time I found out and I didn't feel like spending 10 bucks for an hour and a half of idle chitchat with people I never talked to in high school... I can't believe that I stayed home by myself BOTH nights of the weekend... Woe is me...
I did manage to do some serious dl'ing. Lots of cool stuff baby!
I also have come to the realization that this past month of relative inactivity has made me a touch out of shape... I think I'm getting a bit of a belly... I don't want that... I need to get back into the groove of working out more... When I was still in class, I would get two serious and kick ass workouts in a week no matter what... I'm talking full weight work out and a half hour on the bike... I haven't been on a bike for about a month... it's starting to show! Then again, it could be my imagination... but I FEEL fatter... it could be that I tend to snack on things idly when I am bored... I'll go from chips and salsa, to cheese and crackers, to peanuts, to cookies, to fruit all in the span of an hour or so... Maybe I should go back to only eating two real meals a day... I never felt bloated then... or maybe I should just get off my lazy ass and get back into the workout groove... I want to get a total gym and maybe a stationary bike so that I don't have to go to the gym... I'm not a huge fan of going to the gym, even though I like working out... I don't like the scene and the crowd... then again, it could just be that I am not all that fond of people in general...
Tonight was my dad's 60th birthday dinner and the family got together to have some Ray and Jerry's. It was some good eating... although next time I will say medium well when I order there... the straight medium was a little too red for my tastes... I did talk shop with my cousin about selling things on ebay, cars and the little we know about them, drugs... etc.. It was kinda cool. My brothers wife is almost due and she is kinda resembling a condominium complex... I wonder if it's twins or something... We adjourned to his place for cake and I'll be damned if his isn't the sweetest house ever... It's freakin' huge and has room for sooooo much cool shit. He wants to put in a bar and a dance floor! Disco parties at my bro's!
Perhaps the bloated and fat feeling that I am having lately is from eating so much... I feel really fat now and I did just get back from a full steak dinner with TWO pieces of kick ass cake... I also have been eating THREE full meals a day, whereas I usually only eat two... ARGH... Just get off that lazy ass and DO something... That's it! I will! Workouts 7 days a week now! Do it in stages... different things each day but always cardio... cardio... cardio... Starting....................

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