Treading Water or Nothing Much to Report

I haven't really been up to anything much this past week... just work, exercise, DVD watching, reading, and classic hockey game viewing. Mostly just non-constructive things. Some might call it relaxing and taking time off, but I'm looking at it as a symptom of a larger problem. That is the lack of real passion to move beyond step one. I mean I have a ton of ideas for things I'd like to eventually write/make (films and TV shows) but do not have the real drive to move beyond that stage. I need something that sparks a fire inside to get me off my, admittedly comfortable, ass and bust out some stuff that I could sell/get off the ground. I've done some casual looking at the production company resources that are available in Manitoba but nothing serious. Maybe if I just sit down and hardcore write I'll get inspired to forge ahead in the whole "career" stage of life. In my mind, I'm convinced all this would change if I were not living at home... The barrier is that I do not currently have a reliable enough job that I would feel comfortable taking that big of a step... despite REALLY wanting to get out of here.... I don't want to have to take a really shitty job just to move out in the hopes that it makes me more inspired to work on some media to sell and jump start a career...
Man, there I go again... rambling like a delusional senior citizen...